i do miss u, indeed, i do really miss u, i don't  want anything from u dear, i don't want to meet u... this is just a simple feeling in my heart that i couldn't deny. no matter how hard i try. it will be 2 years this june, yeah,,, never realize how fast time goes, isn't it, I also keep on wondering how comes i still have this strong feeling on you, too much hurt, wound that u have left, but i still have my strong feeling on you,

. I have tried to find anyone else, n keep asking myself , do i really need anyone else, or do i really have this feeling, is this feeling real? well i still survive here, without you beside me. but there is an empty place inside my heart,, n i don't even know what i do really need to do.

dear, i don't know how many times that i need to let u go. your presence still lingers here, around me, lot of people told me that u are not the one, or u are not into me. i do realize about that, but, i don't even know what should i do,

hope u are okay there, i don't want to disturb your new relationship. although u have hurt me that much, just ended our relationship by a text message. okay i admit it that i hate u that much, but dear, i can't easily erase u from my life.

love u n miss u much
my bide :)